Bang bang

Everyday is a high-impact day for me now, it's crazy. I'm loving and hating it all at the same time. I get excited being able to go all over but at the same time exhausted because sometimes I just need to have a fixed routine that I know works.

It's my Day 10 entry and I can't really say I don't have much to contribute, I'm finally on the last chapter of The Complete Art of War (History and Warfare) and I must say, the last few chapters felt like they didn't have much to offer in terms of my life and well my current situation. I'm a bit confused as to which my next book should be, I'm looking at Rich Dad, Poor Dad: What the Rich Teach Their Kids About Money--That the Poor and Middle Class Do Not! because my friend Bun's been after me to get inspired by it. On top of that, I really want to read Guy Kawasaki's The Art of the Start: The Time-Tested, Battle-Hardened Guide for Anyone Starting Anything, especially since I met someone who mentioned and told me I really should read it. I actually borrowed that book before from the library but never started reading it because I was too busy. Now I'm even busier. I'm also trying my best to read and learn from Communicating Design: Developing Web Site Documentation for Design and Planning but it's just so dry and repetitive. I mean, I have to admit, a lot of the processes it suggests I already know a lot about from other books, but I was hoping this would be a whole revision and process-eye-opener for me but so far it's actually quite boring to the point I'm starting to skip some parts (which I hate doing in a book).

All I can say, a lot is happening and a lot has changed in the last few weeks, I love it but I'm slowly realizing how much there is for me to explore and learn as well. I guess I'm lucky because I love learning and growing so this is a great opportunity, but at times, I just want to have a fixed routine that I know will be over at a certain time and I can put everything aside and not think about it. You win some you lose some I suppose and it's all about balance. You want this, you lose that, and so on.

I look forward to seeing what the next 10 days bring me and see where I end up! Life's so chaotic recently that I have no idea what tomorrow will bring! As much as I'm not a spontaneous person, I like plans and routines, this is definitely something I can get comfortable with :).

So yea, 10 days to go to see what I become!